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Hey there!! *G* I am so glad you came to see me!! My name is Denise, but I am also known on the net as Rainey, Serjhana, Forbidden, MsTrouble, LadyMzchief and Ryshara, *LOL* I was born and raised in southwestern Idaho near the Oregon border.
~So I'll bet you want to know more about me?? *G* I grew up in Idaho as I have said!! I was adopted at the age of 2, by a great family!! *BG* My Biological family are still very much a part of my life and always will be!! I have two bother's Bill and Lee and three sister's Charley, Donna and Tammy. I was the youngest until Tammy came along and booted me out of the baby spot of the family position!! *LMAO* Which is ok now cause I got tired of being called the *Baby* of the family or Baby sister!! We have since found an older Brother who was also placed out for adoption and his name is Chuck. A really nice guy we met him in 2004. *G**BG*~
~I think that now is the time for me to enjoy searching for what I truly want in life!!! I want life, I want to be happy and I want to have fun *BG* to do this I need to enjoy being with my son and my friends!! You all have been so wonderful to me and I love having all of you as my ICL and IRL friends!! We do have so much fun in the diner and on ICQ now don't we?? I have been online for 9 years now and enjoyed it all, we have shared ups and downs, we have all laughed and cried with each other!! shared jokes and played many more on each other than we would have thought possible!! *L* And who started the food fights in the diner anyway?? *looking around* Opps that was Marie and me wasn't it???? *L* *trying to straighten halo* It was all Marie's fault really she made me do it!! *points at Marie* She is the bad one you know cause everyone knows that I am a good girl!! *Bats her eyes in a convincing manner* *evil grin* *opps* Now where did that grin come from!! *Innocent look*
~Now here in my life for the past times have been very tough for me. I have left a husband, found a love and lost a love. But I have learned from this expierience, I know that life has more out there to offer me. I am making changes in my life as we speak I had moved to Virginia and started a new life there. Yes you may say "What in the world is this girl doing?" Or "She has got to be crazy?" This is something that I Had to do. I wanted to see what is out there in this world for me. Sitting in that small town in Washington State was not letting me see what I can be or maybe out in this world away from the memories of my past, I can find that one true friend who will Show me what love is all about. Its an adventure I don't take lightly though. Yes I was afraid at times to move halfway across the country and start all over again, But I haad to do this for myself. I did miss everyone of my friends and family here where I have lived for 10 years, but they knew I loved them and did keep intouch with them. I worked for WalMart and the Associates there have been my family and friends for a while now, when I told them I was moving Not one of them tried to bring me down by saying it was a mistake or that I shouldn't. They said they all would miss me, and wanted me to keep intouch. You see they all have been through the rough times with me, Many of them dropped everything to help me when I needed to talk, or a hug, or just to be there and say nothing. You can't find friends like that much anymore. I will keep intouch with these ppl, They are a huge part of my life, we have fun together. Yes work can be fun with the right friends. *L* There is one special person who will be hard to leave behind but at his age, I can't force him to go with me. I Love him dearly, he knows this. But right now, I need this change and he doesn't want a change in his life at the moment. I respect that. But even when I am not in his sight or within a local phone call, he will never wonder how I feel about him. He knows and will never forget who I am or how much I love him. I came to this decision on the move due to a lost love and an ex. Both are a part of my life, the ex has finally moved on and realized that we never were compatable. The love, went home, without explaining why, I have too many bad, sad, hurt memories here. I look around the apt. where we lived, I see that its bear of any emotions. They left when he did, and they aren't coming back. I choose to put it aside, but not forget, I could never forget. Many of you who are my friends understand what I am going through and also know that I am a surviver, I will work hard to become the person I want to be. Thus the changes in my life. Well I have said what I wanted too and told more than you probably needed to know *L* I will still be online when I make the move. Just email me and I will let you know when I will be back online. Love all of you.~
~Well now its 2007 and I am living in Idaho again. I had moved to Richmond, Virgina and lived there since 1998 until 2004. I loved Virginia and all of its people and would have continued to live there had my dear sweet son and his girlfriend not begged me to move home to Idaho with them. They had decided that I should be a young Grandmother and wanted all of us living together when that happened. The move was hard for me because I really love Virginia and thought I would live the rest of my life there, and gave up a relationship to a man who was my addiction. (Another reason I moved) Anyway it's been 2 years since I came back home to Idaho and 3 Granddaughter's later. I love them all and still feel young inspite of the fact that I have Granddaughter's.
